Monday, January 23, 2023

Thoughts




Ideas come like Bubbles floating past which must be gently appreciated before they disappear

Confidence comes from experience

I simply state the obvious but God has given me the gift to state it beautifully

Wednesday, September 14, 2022

The Thinker


by Cheryl Merrick   
Using my "subconscious"
     consciously,
my experiences are arranged,
     in a blink of an eye,
     into relationships,
so that amazing patterns emerge
and profound meaning is revealed.

In the busy quiet of my mind,
feelings become dependable predictions,
and impressions solidify into principles,
so that, 
through the clear pure light of inspiration,
wise decisions can be made. 


I wrote this when I had collapsed, again, and I was trying to explain to my husband how essential  alone time is to my well being as a strong intuitive thinker (INFJ type). 

 

Wednesday, March 9, 2022

With You

by Cheryl Merrick
With you, my love,
nothing seems impossible
as we walk with God.

Together, Change can be fun,
Challenge is an adventure,
Disappointments are only temporary,
Projects are doable,
and all things become 
opportunities for growth. 


My husband and I are at Valley of Fire in Nevada. Our first outing since I was diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer.

Tuesday, March 1, 2022

How did I go in less than two weeks from wheelchair to hiking?

Struggling with exhaustion,
I came to a point where
I could no longer read
and could barely walk.

Knowing my life depended 
on my being able to take
my cancer medication,
I prayed to know
what I could do
to continue taking it.

Anticipating a blessing of strength,
I sat stunned by my answer
to remove everything 
which makes me ill
from my living environment.

Saturday, February 12, 2022

Rewriting My Life- a Year with Cancer


by Cheryl Merrick
Promising what was not mine to give,
I assured my preschool granddaughter
that I would be at her wedding someday,
till on my seventy first birthday,
I learned that I had cancer.

As I was given just three months to live,
all my dreams of spending the next
twenty years with my family,
dissolved as my tears washed away
my "script" for my life,
preparing me for a new and better "script".

Friday, February 11, 2022

Valentine

by Cheryl Merrick
Delicate cards made from
lacy romantic hopes
slowly lose their fragileness
as years of sharing,
supporting and growing
temper our love into
something strong enough 
to withstand even the gales
of catastrophic illness
and endure forever.

Written during our 50th year of marriage after a year fighting stage 3 ovarian cancer which is now in remission. 


Sunday, August 8, 2021

Living from the Inside Out

by Cheryl Merrick
Tapping from deep within,
I feel a warmth, a peace,
a surety of what is right,
true, and real forever.
I sense a knowledge of
what is right for me
to do at that moment.

This is a strength
which can not come
from "to-do" lists,
or from other's opinions,
but comes from within me,
like a bell that rings true. 

It is my anchor to truth,
to the great "big picture",
to what was, is, and will be.

It is more than an emotional feeling.
It is more than reasoned logic.
It is a knowing
that comes from deep within
as I listen to the Spirit
and allow myself to live 
from the inside out.
 


Monday, June 7, 2021

A Poet's View of the World

by Cheryl Merrick
Oh, the noise, noise, noise!*
How can they live in a cacophony of noise,
where energized by interteraction,
they stand too close and speak too loud
as their conversation dissolves into a jumble of sound?

How can they breathe smothered in suffocating perfumes,
and the overwhelming odors of foods?
How can they withstand the constant assault
of beeps, dings, and alerts?
In a world constantly moving, how can they endure
the dizzying blur of shapes rushing in upon them?
 I can not. 

See "How the Grinch Stole Christmas" by Dr Seuss another quiet, creative person who identified with the Grinch



Sunday, June 6, 2021

A Poet's Life

 by Cheryl Merrick
In a place where time has no meaning,
free from the constraints of our finite world,
where possibilities are endless,
my spirit soars
warmed by the light of truth,
experiencing the meaning of patterns below,
creating beauty, I rise into
the hope of the Son.

Wednesday, March 17, 2021

Walking in Strength

by Cheryl Merrick
Amid confusion,
lost in anger,
hobbled by fears,
a pure note is found.

Joined by others
a song warms my heart
filling it with hope and love.

Peace and purpose
now guide my 
carefully taken steps.

Balancing
my needs and others,
thought and action,
my soul is nourished.

Til at last, I walk in strength,
my light held high,
my errand to fulfill.